Wednesday, October 20, 2010
It has taken me a loonnnggg time to find a core group of friends. I know I posted a blog a while back about my friends, but I feel things have kinda changed since then, or actually they've kinda always been this way, I'm just really realizing it now and am getting kinda fed up with it.
I feel like I am always the friend that is always there for my friends whenever they need someone. I'm the friend that calls to see how you are doing, texts a nice message/thought/or just a what's up, I'm the friend that goes out of the way to stay in touch. But some don't return the phone call, the text, the e-mail, or even acknowledge a 'just because' gift.
Relationships/Friendships/Marriages involve more than one person.
I feel I have done all I can do. God puts people in your life for a reason, and maybe they are only meant to be there for a certain while or there for a lifetime. To all my friends that will be with me for a lifetime-I love you and thank you. To those who were only in my life for a little time-I hope I contributed to your life in a positive way. And to the friends that are no longer in my life because of their choice, your loss ;)
AND-to anyone who is reading this that is a friend of mine...if you feel guilty after reading this-then maybe we need to re-evaluate our friendship :)